cold feet.

first step to revive my blog

2008-10-19T00:53:00.002+08:00

it's 19th oct 2009 today. i had been away from 1 yr and 8 mths. life hasn't been that great in my opinion, and it's mostly due to schooling. i think there's no way i can emphasize enough on the fact that schooling is a really tedious affair which i don't look forward to everyday. perhaps my only motivation now will be to meet up with my beloved girls every saturday. you girls really bright up my day, which is especially significant for this particular week. i dont think i can ever express how much i really love you ppl, no matter what has happened. just wanna say i'll continue loving you girls!! love you bitches!!

the insecured feeling within me.

2007-02-12T22:59:00.001+08:00

it's been so long since i last blogged. work has been crazy. i feel so worn out lately. no doubt i made several good friends there, but inevitably, problems start to surface. and guess what's the worst part of it?? somehow, i feel that im the guilty one. i really feel so fucked up and this feeling stings. damn, i hv to think of a way to go and face those implicated ones tmr.

note to self: think twice before saying anything. im no longer in a surrounding as naive as it was when i was younger. i've just stepped my foot into the working society; the complicated world.

just some random bits

2007-01-02T03:01:00.001+08:00

it's already 2007 and my work schedule rocks to the core. my mum's nagging at me again ( or did she ever stop). i'm working 6 days a wk, turning into a lifeless working machine. all these just for a living. damn!! life sucks.

2006-12-31T02:19:00.000+08:00

i'm finally working!! i'm finally not a freeloader and can support myself!! muahaha!! kk im crazy too. anyways, work sucks BIG time and i feel like a fucking idiot there. it sucks to be new and inexperienced and noob and an idiot. i started having the habit of talking to myself too. damn guess im losing my sanity. darn.. hope i can survive long enough to at least receive my first pay.

it's christmas eve!!

2006-12-24T03:22:00.000+08:00

it's been so long since i last blogged. ya i know this blog has been stagnant for quite a while. anyways, A level is long over and im not gonna talk abt it anymore so dont come asking how was it alright?? it's disastrous in my opinion.

i've been slacking for a month; waking up late every afternoon, sleeping late every night, wanting to go out with my friends, to go on shopping sprees but lacking $$, thinking that i should start finding a job to earn some cash but always can't get rid of that slack life i had led. that pretty much sums up my life this month.

oh ya, i went for my class chalet too, like on the 27th to the 30th nov, tonning at leo's hse on the 26th to watch a match( man utd vs chelsea). did i mention how cute and manly cristiano ronaldo is?? ya he totally rules!!

went for a lunchboxers outing too. we went cycling then shopping and pigging out!!

i just got a job and should be starting work next week. that's what the manager said but it's like sunday now and next week is from tmr onwards, but right now i heard no further notices. wow!

i hate studies

2006-10-24T05:00:00.000+08:00

it's been a long time since i last blogged. my blog has been stagnant for quite a while. 10 more days and it's the start of A level, and im not even prepared. damn me for being so slack. have to work extra hard now if i wanna get into a uni. it sucks.

i really cant help but feel like shit. guess it's the stress. i feel so depressed and gets irritated easily by any slightest thing. it feels so suffocating and difficult to breathe. i'd always felt left-out but this feeling had become so overwhelming lately that i dont know how to handle. everyone ard me seems to hv one closest pal but who do i hv?? i dont know. i just feel like im alone. i feel like talkin to somebody abt what im feelin inside but i dont know what to say, and who to talk to. i just dont know how to tell them my inner feelings. what happened in the end is most probably me keepin it to myself with nobody truly understand what i feel or think. it stinks.

i just miss jo alot. i really do. but i know that chances of her to be back in singapore, to stay with me, is slim. i miss her so badly that i just cant stop my tears from flowing whenever i thought of her. what else can i do other than to cry to myself? i have no idea at all. just hope that this feeling will go away soon.

a hardworking girl

2006-05-05T21:23:00.000+08:00

lately, i am studyin very hard. after slacking for a long time, i finally have the urgency. every weekend, i will study out with a bunch of good pals. hope it's not too late thou. and since i'm working so hard, i had not come online for a long time. i guess i will not blog for a long period of time too.. dont miss me.. i'll be back soon, i hope. wish me luck in my studies.. cya!!

it's all about Adriano.

2006-03-26T20:24:00.000+08:00

block test is finally over!! wahaha.. but guess results will be out very soon. anyways, on fri, after the physics paper, a group of us went to seoul garden and eat. wanted to go to the one in tampines actually cuz of certain personal reason, but went to the one in amk instead. reached at ard 1230 and stayed there until 4 plus. we sure can eat alot sia. had fun cookin and eatin. jas and leo are so cute. they were like bickerin all the time. jas even looked drunk cuz of her flushed cheeks and all her rambling. she also kept on 'merlioning' on leo. not forgettin to add, the top 3 eaters are all girls!!

oh ya!! adriano is so cute!! dont you just agree with me?? =)

bbq sea bass, bbq stingray, bbq sotong, and the list goes on.

2006-03-20T22:19:00.000+08:00

Block TestBlock TestBlock TestBlock TestBlock Test
StudyStudyStudyStudyStudy

had GP and Chem today. god, doin so much organic chem can really cause a headache. GP, stupid AQ. nvr get to finish it. stupid compo. really have nth to write. im so lackin in contents.

maths tmr. i wanna pass. but, AP/GP, Integration, application ......
i will work harder next time.

chinese results

2006-03-01T22:22:00.000+08:00

got back my chinese result today. got an A1 for the paper and distinction for oral. i was happy and shocked to see my result. didnt expect to get an A, let alone A1. it's kind of a memorable day for me actually.

after collectin our results, a small grp of us went and watched final destination 3. it totally rocks!! u shld go and watch it. it's awesome.. wonder how the writer came out with those scenes. it's freaky!!

went home and showed my mum my results. thought that she will be impressed, i mean, that's the best u can get actually, but apparently she didnt seem that thrilled. just wanna see my parents proud of me actually, but no matter how well i had done, they are always not happy. kinda disappointin actually.

cant think of a title.

2006-02-18T22:27:00.000+08:00

yeah!! i'm back to bloggin!! aiyah, i was too lazy lah. but i still blogged now. joce!! aren't u proud of me!! i am, u know. anyway, had my maths retest ytd cuz i failed by 1 mark. the retest was... erm... guess i just hv to look forward to the re-retest.

also celebrated CK's birthday ytd. had fun!! we bought a cake for him too. didnt get to eat thou cuz there aint enough to go round. but had spaghetti AND pizza AND ice cream!! yummy!! i love playing hopscotch!! im good at it man!! wahaha..

ok.. it's a short one. but i had tried my best.. gtg to do my work.. im hardworkin alright. =)

latest update

2006-02-07T22:29:00.000+08:00

LATEST UPDATE!!

YJC Term 1 Block Test Results

maths: E
Physics: F
Chemistry: F

Go away, for i'm too depressed to talk to u.

jogathon!!

2006-02-03T23:59:00.000+08:00

had jogathon today. quite okay lah. walked with 214 throughout the whole thing. we were not the last. and ya, kuku me forgot to bring my shorts for jogathon lah. i remembered takin the shorts out but i forgot to put it inside my bag. lol.

after jogathon, we went CK's hse to try out our milkshake. it was fun lah but we were like guinea pig, and tasted alot of our final products. all the proportions are so wrong. except for the banana milkshake. after drinkin so much, throat felt kinda raw.

now, im sufferin frm sore throat and sneezing attack. i feel so hungry but my throat hurts!! blah blah blah.. nth to write liao.. wheee!!!

jogathon card and thermometer

2006-02-01T23:22:00.000+08:00

back to lessons today. so sian!! how i wish it was still holiday sia. sigh. had lecture after lecture and an one an a half hr physics tutorial. man, it was bad!! so sian sia.

had squash training today too. it was ok. gonna hv a match next week!! AH~~~!!! after training, was just playing squash with a couple of friends. i was kinda rough today and i accidentally pulled on JiaQuan's shirt too much, causing his button to drop out. so malu sia!! sorry, pal!! really didnt mean it.

after everythin ends, went to eat at LJS again. i ate there ytd too. damn what an unhealthy lifestyle. gotta go do my hmwk. sigh........

cny.

2006-01-30T23:41:00.000+08:00

just came back from malaysia. well, just dont have the festive mood lately. went there, and slept. my mum helped me collect all my angpows. it was so boring there. and not forgettin to add, a VERY bloody one.

wanted to go to jade's hse to celebrate now, but my dear parents just dont allow. i dont see the point, cuz her hse is just 2 blocks away and yet, i cant go. how nice. i really miss her and jill. i miss teck hong, gary, jackie, aaron, johnny etc etc too. yet, i cant go. it's been a long time since i last saw all of them. really miss those days. really miss all of them. feel so guilty for not able to join them all the time.

sometimes, i feel that life's a dread. there's bound to be restrictions in everythin u do. it almost seems impossible for u to get what u want everytime. well, the truth is, u cant. we always read stories of people living happily ever after, but this does not happen all the time. i'm always tryin to work so hard, but why am i doin so?? what on earth am i tryin to achieve?? what's the whole purpose huh?? and at the end of the day, who do i actually have to support me when i need them??

random...

2006-01-20T16:30:00.000+08:00

i'm supposed to study right now.

block test is next week!! AH~~~!!!!

it's rainin right now.

it's friday.

i'm bored.

i'm slacking. dammit.

i screwed my GP monday test last week.

fuck, i realized that it is the block test only after i had done the test.

school sucks.

exams and tests sucks more.

i hope that i can quit school.

214 rocks.

T2'05 rocks.

T12'06 rocks.

my back hurts.

wish that mad was here to give me a massage.

i miss luan.

i miss jade.

i miss the gang.

my back hurts.

i wanna play squash.

i dread block test.

i should be studyin now dammit.

i miss ms seah.

saw her ytd.

mr ganesh is my GP tutor. how lucky can i get.

chinese new year is just round the corner.

lookin forward to seein lala n luan.

jogathon is here soon, and my stamina is like shit.

i feel like sleepin.

no, i have to study.

i'm crazy.

today is serena's bday.

my back hurts.

i took an hour to produce this blog entry.

whatever.

CCA~~!! ooh squashy squash

2006-01-14T11:27:00.000+08:00

had cca display on wednesday. it was fun!! t12 ppl rocks by comin for the squash trial. love them!! anyways, lotsa ppl came for the trial. wonder how many are actually joinin. and ya, i even lost face in front of some ppl cuz of mad!! but i think it was fun lah.. not that i will do it again thou. =)

after cca display, went to northpoint with most of the t12 ppl. ate together and started chattin non-stop. we stayed there for quite some time and went hm only at 8 plus i supposed. =)

a brand new year

2006-01-08T16:23:00.000+08:00

wow!! it's been a long time since i last blogged. i have so much to say, but i will just keep it short and sweet. anyway, lotsa things happened. for instance, we celebrated ah soh's birthday for him. we planned to give him a surprise but end up, not very surprising though. nevertheless, we had fun.

next, we welcomed the new J1 students too. pity them as they kinda had two consecutive boring days, with lots of talks. but it gets better from the third day onwards, probably because of amazing race and games on the third and forth day respectively. i love T12!! they are great!! =)
we had finale on friday night too and it's DAMN great!! it's even better than last yr's finale if u ask me. had loads of fun. great time dancing with jiemin and the rest. i was so high!! wahaha!! looking forward to the orientation 2's finale now.. hehee.

anyway, orientation is over. meaning, the boring schooldays will be here. and not to mention, it will be started with a GP TEST!! wtf. how nice. and i think i will hv lots of nice memories with our new GP teacher. ya, how lovely. geez, still can believe that i'm in J2 now. i mean, i'm actually a senior now!! wow!! time flies. and soon, A level will be just round the corner. how great. but now, i still cant get over them slackin mood!! dammit.

will update soon.... i hope.

115 outing!!

2005-11-26T16:42:00.000+08:00

had squash training yesterday, while my 115 friends are out having fun. they were supposed to go ice-skating together. they met at 9 plus in the morning, only to realize that the skating rink is closed to public due to some competition. SO KUKU!!! anyway, they went to k-box. so fun!! i so wanted to join them. anyway, siti, jas, derrick, and me went to meet them after that. we ate together, then went and shop at jurong pt. had loads of fun together. after that, most went hm, leavin only mad, siti, jas, pax, derrick and me. we went to causeway pt, and ate again. i feel like a pig sia. took neoprints together after that, and i love them!! had great fun together with u guys!! =)

HELLO!!!!

2005-11-14T21:10:00.000+08:00

wow!! it's been a long time since i last blogged. nearly 2 mths!! anyway, tomorrow is results' day, and i'm practically dyin now!! so eager to know my results and yet, at the same time, do not wish to. guess we just have to wait till tomorrow.

went to giant with some of the classmates today. it's fun!! i mean, which outing is not fun?? eh.. lazy to write liao. shall continue..... soon??? =)

mid autumn festival is here

2005-09-18T08:43:00.000+08:00

we had the singing competition yesterday. it was a success, and jas, lt, constance got the second position!! i am really very proud of them!!

after the competition, we went to play sparkles and lantern near the field. we had fun, but kena chased out of school as it's gettin late. we went to the nearby park and continued having fun!! zawlin made this rocket thingy which really can shoot up. so cool!!!

haiz, but we only stayed till 11 plus so as to catch the last bus. hope that we can continue having fun again!! i love 115!!

sianz

2005-09-08T15:43:00.000+08:00

didn't go swimming yesterday as i was not feeling well. i apologize for any inconvenience caused. really wished to join u guys but... sorry!!

anyway, went to school today for a while, then went to bk to eat and study. it was boring!! argh!! i hate studies.. but luckily, our dearest sisters were there to keep us accompanied. rapunzel left early for 'her' bowling training, leaving mad, josie and me behind only. while we were doing our maths, i realized josie started having some sexy poses. wow!!

and ya!! i love northland!! stop talking bad about my school ok!!!

guys are bastards

2005-09-03T13:43:00.000+08:00

k*a*t*e~``~ aka s[h]u[y]i[n]g* - donkey/lion/ant/dragonfly! says:
hey!
k*a*t*e~``~ aka s[h]u[y]i[n]g* - donkey/lion/ant/dragonfly! says:
how much u charging 4 1 night?
[~.JiNgZ.~] OUCH~~!! dat hurts says:
erm
[~.JiNgZ.~] OUCH~~!! dat hurts says:
may i noe who are u??
k*a*t*e~``~ aka s[h]u[y]i[n]g* - donkey/lion/ant/dragonfly! says:
got ur contact from a fren..
k*a*t*e~``~ aka s[h]u[y]i[n]g* - donkey/lion/ant/dragonfly! says:
so how?
[~.JiNgZ.~] OUCH~~!! dat hurts says:
who are u?
k*a*t*e~``~ aka s[h]u[y]i[n]g* - donkey/lion/ant/dragonfly! says:
k*a*t*e~``~ aka s[h]u[y]i[n]g* - donkey/lion/ant/dragonfly! says:
just call me paul..
k*a*t*e~``~ aka s[h]u[y]i[n]g* - donkey/lion/ant/dragonfly! says:
so.. how?
[~.JiNgZ.~] OUCH~~!! dat hurts says:
who's dat fren of urs??
k*a*t*e~``~ aka s[h]u[y]i[n]g* - donkey/lion/ant/dragonfly! says:
prefer not to say..
k*a*t*e~``~ aka s[h]u[y]i[n]g* - donkey/lion/ant/dragonfly! says:
hey.. i dun mind paying la..
k*a*t*e~``~ aka s[h]u[y]i[n]g* - donkey/lion/ant/dragonfly! says:
but how much/
[~.JiNgZ.~] OUCH~~!! dat hurts says:
who's dat fren?
k*a*t*e~``~ aka s[h]u[y]i[n]g* - donkey/lion/ant/dragonfly! says:
u quote price 1st.
k*a*t*e~``~ aka s[h]u[y]i[n]g* - donkey/lion/ant/dragonfly! says:
so how?
[~.JiNgZ.~] OUCH~~!! dat hurts says:
who's dat fren?
k*a*t*e~``~ aka s[h]u[y]i[n]g* - donkey/lion/ant/dragonfly! says:
u bed wid me 1st la..
k*a*t*e~``~ aka s[h]u[y]i[n]g* - donkey/lion/ant/dragonfly! says:
why bother to know who intro de.. anyway is help u earn $ right?
[~.JiNgZ.~] OUCH~~!! dat hurts says:
who's dat fren??
k*a*t*e~``~ aka s[h]u[y]i[n]g* - donkey/lion/ant/dragonfly! says:
dortz..
k*a*t*e~``~ aka s[h]u[y]i[n]g* - donkey/lion/ant/dragonfly! says:
some guy i chatted wid on irc la..
k*a*t*e~``~ aka s[h]u[y]i[n]g* - donkey/lion/ant/dragonfly! says:
eh dun liddat leh.. how?
[~.JiNgZ.~] OUCH~~!! dat hurts says:
do u noe his name??
k*a*t*e~``~ aka s[h]u[y]i[n]g* - donkey/lion/ant/dragonfly! says:
nope..
k*a*t*e~``~ aka s[h]u[y]i[n]g* - donkey/lion/ant/dragonfly! says:
his nick was. w`J sth de.
[~.JiNgZ.~] OUCH~~!! dat hurts says:
u noe anythin abt him??
k*a*t*e~``~ aka s[h]u[y]i[n]g* - donkey/lion/ant/dragonfly! says:
w^jie or sth liddat.
k*a*t*e~``~ aka s[h]u[y]i[n]g* - donkey/lion/ant/dragonfly! says:
orh
k*a*t*e~``~ aka s[h]u[y]i[n]g* - donkey/lion/ant/dragonfly! says:
i know he got alot of contacts ar.
k*a*t*e~``~ aka s[h]u[y]i[n]g* - donkey/lion/ant/dragonfly! says:
den exchange and i got urs lor..
k*a*t*e~``~ aka s[h]u[y]i[n]g* - donkey/lion/ant/dragonfly! says:
u haben ask how much u charge..
k*a*t*e~``~ aka s[h]u[y]i[n]g* - donkey/lion/ant/dragonfly! says:
*tell me
[~.JiNgZ.~] OUCH~~!! dat hurts says:
im sorry
[~.JiNgZ.~] OUCH~~!! dat hurts says:
u got the wrong person
k*a*t*e~``~ aka s[h]u[y]i[n]g* - donkey/lion/ant/dragonfly! says:
u are jing rite?
k*a*t*e~``~ aka s[h]u[y]i[n]g* - donkey/lion/ant/dragonfly! says:
come on la.. dun be shy leh.. u quote i pay
k*a*t*e~``~ aka s[h]u[y]i[n]g* - donkey/lion/ant/dragonfly! says:
oii..

throughout this whole conversation, i was so disgusted. my mood was all spoilt juz because of this idiotic bastard. anyway, i've blocked him. btw, if u happen to hv someone wif the email add 'reneedaes@gmail.com', PLZ BLOCK HIM!! he's a fucking idiot!! someone actually thinks that i'm so in need of money that i will be so cheap. it disgusts me. and ya, if i ever find out who that friend who 'helped' me get this lobang, he or she is gonna get it from me. with friends like this, who needs enemy??

bitch

2005-09-02T10:36:00.000+08:00

i was so freaking angry!! well, actually i'm still angry. i was being such a good sister and went downstairs to buy some food for my poor, sick brother, but end up i was so pissed with the stupid vendor!!

when i was choosing the dish, that idiot asked me if i wanna buy certain veggies, saying that it can help me grow taller. ya, i know that i'm short but is there really a need to rub it in?? anyway, didn't your parents teach you any manners?? i really felt like slapping him, and throwing my slippers at him!! ARGH!!!!! it's my height, right? that's MY problem okiez?? mind YOUR own business manz!!!!

he thinks that he has a great sense of humour, but can somebody just tell him that he's not funny at all!!!! boy, i cant believe that i still smiled at him instead. i was so hypocrite!! stupid me!! so angry!!!

all this for my brother. suddenly, i think that i'm quite noble in a way. my brother was ill, and starving, thus i went to buy food, only to receive such humiliation. but i bear with it, and came home with the food, with my brother eating it happily, not knowing of my sufferings.

wahaha, kkz.. it's getting abit dramatic here. i was just bored, and crappy. whatever you say, i'm proud of myself. =)

memories

2005-09-01T13:42:00.000+08:00

we had teachers' day celebration today. and my class get to go back early!! the concert was fine, and we found out that garnesh can dance!! wahaha. anyway, after the concert is over, we went and gave the presents we bought to the teachers. then, mad, pax, siti, the sistas, and some other random people went to food court and had a meal together. after that, we played scrabble there!! so happy to be able to play scrabble again after such a long long, time.

after that, i met jo and went back to our secondary schools. saw alot of our friends there, those who are still studying there and those who had graduated. it was so nice to be back there again. i really miss those days, and all the people. it was so nostalgic. it reminds me of my days day. ok, im repeating myself over and over again. nth to write liao...

i love cip!!

2005-08-31T15:00:00.000+08:00

we had cip on last sat (27/8). i enjoyed myself despite the long hrs. i reali enjoyed the 1st hr but as time past, it gets more draggy, and me getting more bored. our sisters gave up and went to inflate balloons, leavin mad, nicki n me there under the hot sun. never mind, cuz i got to know a great band, kiosai on that day. they simply rock!! anyway, i wanted to slack alot too, and in the end, we took turns to inflate balloons. it was kinda fun, and an easy job lahz.

after the cip, we went to eat at kfc, namely mad, siti, the sistas, pax, zairong, jonny and zaw lin. after that, we went ard to find presents for our teachers. in the end, we spent only $14.90, which is cheap!!!

time to go hm.. but i dint feel like. so in the end, we took the train to woodlands, then took a bus back. ya, i was bored.and that's the end of the day. i was happy!!

superstar!!

2005-08-27T14:45:00.000+08:00

so proud of jasmine, liting and constance!! they are truely my idol!!! OMG!! they can really sing very well. i think everybody love their singing today!! haha.. so proud to have then as my friend!!

and ya!! i got back my physics monday test today too. i passed!! i even win derrick, pax and ty!! i am so freaking happy! it has been a long time i pass my physics test, and i was really surprised.

it was so boring during physics today. i was so hungry, and bored. luckily, pax was there for me!! we chatted using calculator, the way i used to do with my friend when i was in secondary school. it was named 'c-mail' by my friend and me, meaning calculator-mail.boy, how i miss those days manz. i was reali glad pax started doing it, seriously. so nice of him. wahaha.

after watching our future superstar in action, went to eat at northpoint with mad, pax and jonny. they were so crappy. i really enjoyed their accompany. looking forward to tomorrow's cip, where we will enjoy ourselves together, i hope. woots!!

2005-08-26T10:03:00.000+08:00

wow. long time since i last blogged. well, i admit, i was lazy. let's talk about yesterday, cuz it's much more exciting than today, and i cant remember what happened the day before yesterday.

yesterday, we had photo-taking. took a total of 6 shots i think, with 2 kuku shots at the field. derrick was carrying weijie, and other guys started following, leaving the girls there, not knowing what to do. in the end, mad and me started doin our lesbian act again by hugging each other, and our sista nicki aka snow white stood behind us. anyway, i love the informal shots.

by the way, let me introduce my sisters to all of u. they are snow white (as mentioned earlier), sista josie aka sleeping beauty, sista yang aka rapunzel, and our new step sister- paxarella. think it's quite obvious who (s)he is, right??

anyway, back to yesterday, i had the class photo-taking, then squash photo-taking after school. after that, i went back to the study centre to study. boy, i feel like a nerd. ya, studied till 8 plus then went mac with siti and pax to have my dinner.

this is my life. supposed to be more interesting, but too lazy to write too much, thus it sounded so boring. my life is not boring okie?? not when i have clam chowder. and lemonade. next time, perhaps. then i wil put in extra effort to make everything more interesting. buaiz

...

2005-08-20T12:00:00.000+08:00

it was mad's birthday yesterday. we bought her a g-string, a big monkey stuffed toy, a monkey keychain, a water bottle and a cake for her. as we have no idea where we should place the g-s, we put it on for the monkey, only to realize that the monkey has a small waist. in the end, our dear sis, nicki, suggested putting on it's head.

we presented the present to her. everyone saw the g-s right after seein the toy except for that kuku mad. it took her so long to see it!! everybody was so fascinated by the g-s, especially derrick. he's still asking and talking about it today. and ya, that g-s was on several people's heads too, including me. what the hell.

today, we had physics practical, and it sucks. i managed to finish everything. just when i thought everything would be over soon, i saw the teacher took out the metre rule. then, she went to every single table and measured the length of the string which was supposed to be 1m. as she was beside me, i just cant bear to look. all i know was she used the metre rule, and an extra rule to measure. this means that mine was really too long. dammit.

we had pe today, but it was a slacking period for most of us. mad and i went and do one pull up each, then went to the field to join the guys playing soccer. we wanted to see if they are gentleman enough to let us kick the ball, turns out no. too bad then, mad and i decided to entertain ourselves by taking pax's shoe and ran. funny guy, wearing only one shoein the dirty field. we hid in the toilet and poor pax waited outside. we distracted him later and brought the shoe to the canteen. in the end, he got it back, with an additional drink treated by the both of us. so sweet of us.

what a long entry, shall stop here then. woots!! =)

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2005-08-16T23:52:00.000+08:00

today morning, there's a phy lecture test. jialat sia. i'm gonna fail it. later, i had chem prac too. as usual, i screwed it up again. after school, our dearest ms seah went for the blood donation. a group of us went and gave her moral support. we saw the needle went in and out, then a thicker one in, and blood started flowing out. she's so brave!! unlike the guys from our class, somebody even claimed that he is pregnant!! we actually intended to go and see show only, but end up we have to be free labour. it's not totally free labour, cuz we got lotsa drinks and biscuits for that.

oh ya!! guess wad??!! my all-time favourite drink, lemonade, is back!!! i'm so happy!! and i drank 2 cups today!! it was SO satisfying!!

in the evening, i went to watch movie with jocelyn and gary. watched charlie and the chocolate factory. it wasn't that bad actually, but i fell aslp at one point of time thou. reached home at 10 plus, and till now, nothing's done. i ought to be doing my tutorial now, dammit.

post-camp fever

2005-08-16T15:45:00.000+08:00

Peeping through the window

What will people say?

If u want to jia kim jio,

Do the proper way.

Meet me tonight by the moonlight

Meet me tonight all alone

I got something to show you

Something that's yellow and long~~~!!!!

i miss the camp...

What a day

2005-08-14T12:11:00.000+08:00

Haiz... i'm sick. went to school in the morning to revise chem. supposed to meet mad and zai rong at 8, but i woke up at 8 instead. i reached there at 8:30, and saw my sister nikki there too. went through chem imf. it was so confusing. luckily zai zai can teach. now i have a better understanding liao. was sneezing all the time. must have looked pathetic manz.

after the session, went to northpoint, food court to eat. after that, we went home, and sister nikki went back to school for ptc. i bathed right after i reached home and slept till 8 plus. i had wasted the whole afternoon, and had not started revising my maths. damn. what a day.

napfa is over!!!

2005-08-13T09:00:00.000+08:00

i'm so happy!! cuz napfa is finally over, and i don't need to worry about it anymore. i had my 2.4km run today and the 5 items last week. i got a total of 1A, 2B, and 3C, and i'm awarded gold!!! still, i'm gonna retake two of my Cs to make the results look nicer!! looks so pathetic with only one A lorz.

basically, today is quite sianz. i just keep feeling like goin home to sleep instead. had a physics test today, and it sucks. i practically don't know how to do the whole paper!! how encouraging. luckily, ryan lent me his paper as reference, thus i can at least get a few marks, and i won't fail so badly. so sweet of him!! i made a right choice by sitting beside him!!

right after the test, i went hm with jon and weijie. as usual, pax went and looked for his friend- the pull-up bar. he's crazy, ya. he claimed that he's such a shame for doin 24 pull-ups ONLY. why is he so fascinated with pull ups?? just don't understand. wahahaha.

i love clam chowder

2005-08-12T10:46:00.000+08:00

went to mos burger after school today with mad, jas, pax, zai rong, choon yew, shengyang, and nicholas. had loads of fun there. i ate clam chowder!!! AWWWWWW... so nice!! enjoyed their company. i finally get to eat it with mad!!! yummy...

national day

2005-08-10T14:57:00.000+08:00

national day today. went for the motivation thingy. had loads of fun!! gonna miss the dance. but i felt quite stupid to be in that costume. to make things worse, mine is SOOOO big. people kept saying that i was wearing my pyjamas. wow, that really makes me feel better. and ya, mad even came down to watch us. love her manz!! when i was going to eat after the event, i saw zid. we went to mac with others n talked alot.

i was so pissed off, both yesterday and today. stupid yldp. like what the hell they are doing manz??!! shitty organisation producing shitty results. oh no, nothing is done actually. wow, how great. stop trying to pressurize me with the deadline. do i look as if i give a damn?? come on, it's NOT even my job. why should i bother?? i was kind enough to help you do so, so shut the fuck up kkz?? and ya, u asked me why she is the one approaching me, and not the other way round? what the hell, i have my own obligation. i don't live for yldp only. you expect me to go to every single one of them? do you actually think that i'm that free?? please lahz, that's lame. then why should i be the one approaching them too?? they are leaders, shouldn't them take the initiative?? a bunch of lamer. just get lost!!

Yipee!!!

2005-08-09T07:21:00.000+08:00

had national day celebration-cum- sports day-cum-college day today. abit lame. the exciting part of the day is after the event. mad, siti, weijie, pax, leo, chun kiat and me went to bk after the celebration to eat. after eating, mad, siti, pax, wj and me went to lot 1 and we took neos there!! wahaha. it was cool, and i love the neos. hot bod showed his hot bod!! what can i say, it's just too hot!! haha... i love 115, and clam chowder
:D

YooHoo~~

2005-08-08T08:27:00.000+08:00

juz finished 'donatin' blood to serena. haiz... so tirin. teachin maths can really kill you sia. LoLx. im so bored rite now. nth beta to do. haiz. kkz. shall end here. kinda lame. i noe. i love clam chowder.

i love campin!!!

2005-08-02T14:05:00.000+08:00

Day 3
we had some low element in the morning. later, in the afternoon, we had outdoor cooking. boy, our class is great manz!! the food was yummy!! haha. i was like hopping around, tryin to find stuff to do. i massaged and marinated the chicken. w/o me, the chicken will not taste so yummy. LoLx. turns out that derrick was quite good at cooking the chicken. and i thought that he only knows how to eat them. WOW!! later, we even mixed the potatoes with the beans, and feast on it. it was delicious!! haha.

later, derrick, aka ah soh, started playing with his lighter. he was supposed to make some sort of missile thingy and ya, it backfired. it went the wrong way and he burnt his poor finger. *OUCH*

Day 4
we had archery today. boy, i really cant aim for nuts. all the arrows went everywhere but not where it supposed to go to. dammit. then, we had rafting. it was cool!! fer our team succeeded in making a raft that did not sink. how cld i not love my class?? *MuAcKz* it's a great experience to me.

then, we had a knots and lashing session. it's a slacking session to me, cuz i'm really not interested in this shit.

i love campin!!!

2005-08-02T13:46:00.000+08:00

grp one ni on boh??!! ON AR!!
grp one ni zai boh??!! ZAI AR!!
grp one ni steady boh??!! STEADY AR!!

we rawk!! de whole camp rawks!! how i wish de camp wld nvr end. i really miss it.

Day 1
we were to report to sch at 7:15am (if i rmb correctly). i kinda hated it, cuz i was carryin such a big bag that i think i look like a kuku.

aft reachin RM, we had to pitch our own tent. mad, jas n me were seperated from the rest n is to slp with some other kuku whom we don't know.

next, we have the rock climbin. it was SOOO nice!!! i climbed all 3, but onli completed one. how did i manage to do so?? with the help of the macho joshua!! he practically pulled me all the way to the top!!

hot bod, pax, even did one pull up while climbin. he's darn strong, like wad da hell!! he's record is 26 pull-ups at one go, n i cant even do one!!

mad was called the monkey, n she indeed acts like one. she can scale the wall in a speedy manner!! hard to believe it manz!!

that nite, it was rainin quite heavily. our tent was flooded, n we had to evacuate. we slept in an air con room instead. our tent was blown away during the night. what a waste of time.

Day 2
we had our expedition on that day. it was the highlight of the camp to me!! we had the sea expedition before the land. before the kayaking, we have to do a confidence test. i hated it, cuz i ws alwaez stuck in the thick and disgusting mud!!!

my kayaking partner was derrick soh!! throughout the whole journey, he was callin out commands in a gay manner (at least, to me). i enjoyed myself, great times.

after our lunch, we had our land expedition. we were to walk all the way to jp, complete some stupid questionaire, then walk back to RM. the route was 26km, and we completed it!! im so proud of grp one!!! it's tough, but i had fun. we cheered, sang, and did alot of stupid stuff. derrick even piggy backed mad!!

finally bloggin!!!

2005-08-02T12:38:00.000+08:00

Yippee!! wahaha... im finally usin this aft such a long long time... wad to do... lazy mahz... haha... i hv no idea wad im gonna write.. so im gonna end here 1st... i love clam chowder n lemonade!!!